She got her blue jeans on...

She's a little complicated
She'll make her mind up just to change it
The kind of girl that keeps you waitin', waitin' around
She likes to get her toes done bright red
She's always reapplying her lipstick
The muddy river bank shes the first in and last out
She's got something I can't figure out
That everybody's talking about

Shes got the blue jeans painted on tight

David Nail^^^^good shit, check it out!

It's been a minute or two, that's how it goes round here!!

So, I'm thinking how well do you know yourself? Do i even know me? Do i know you? I think generally the hardest person to get to know, is probably yourself.....so i  decided to give it a go...via fingers to key board

Lets start with the obvious
~I'm a wife of 14 (almost) years
I love and adore my husband... Not to say shit ain't complicated,but he owns my soul!
~I have 5 children, they are my air, they own my everything, without them, i would disintegrate!
~I have 3 sister's, they are mine, and i love that...i can always count on them, That bond is unbreakable!
~I have 1 brother- he is everything i could ever want in a brother, once again things are complicated, but he is mine!
~I am a possessive, control freak ^ obviously!
~My mom is CRAZY, maybe that's where i get it, but she is mine, she is my mother and my love for her is sometimes unbearable!
~I have in laws that are Cray! Cray,in a good way because i also feel like they are mine, they have accepted me and love me as family!
~My sister in law is one of my best friends! Who gets that lucky?

~I love country music, I love lyrics and country music does it for me!

~My favorite color is red

~I don't like to be handed things....yea its weird
~My favorite drink is Pepsi (just like my mom)
~My best friend is my heart,i talk to her multiple times a day! Without her.....i don't know!
~I don't like to leave my house, i am a hermit!

~I had a rough child hood, but it makes me,me
~No regrets!
~I take better goofy selfies than "pretty" ones!!
~I don't like people, generally!
~I'm a drinker, i like vodka!
~I'm a thinker, i tend to over analyze everything!

~I either like you or i don't....and you'll know!

~I try to be positive, but lately i struggle

~I will never be enough.... For me!!!!
~I want to do amazing things, and it sucks that i have yet to do it!!
Well, that's all y'all, see ya on the flip side!!


One more thing, American Sniper was amazing, fucking amazing!!! Watch it immediately!!

sippin on sweet tea

It's been a minute,it's been crazy y'all, fuckin crazy!

So late week was Georgia state testing for the Kiddo's

It sucked, seriously! I mean, I'm sure it sucked for 

the babes.... But I was stuck in the car with an 8 yr 

old and 4 year old all freakin' day, all freaking week! Holy mother of god!!

I seriously considered child abuse, more than once!

But,I held it together and whatever it's done!

Still hoping to get a little of my sanity back though!

Next~ VEGAS TRIP

yes, I said it, it's happening!! 3 girls going to Vegas,WHAT!

And the hubs, is cool with it!! Even better, I didn't  have to pitch a fit, like a 6 year... I'm not above that😎

So goals, lose 20 lbs, get a tan,save some money......Sounds easy enough!

And that's all, y'all

You better work, Bitch!

Earning your keep, is that the reality of being at stay at home mom? Is that the way you will feel 

when everything isn't "perfect" all the time? Like your dollars will be docked for not vacuuming or 

not putting your make up on....I mean i get it, who wants to come home to a dirty house and an ugly 

wife but come on!do you come home a  ray of fucking sunshine, all charlie Hunnam looking, singing 

I'll make love to you? Do you? cause the lyrics say ALL NIGHT.....ALL NIGHT, dude!! Point is we 

all fall short and i finally understand the famous  quote "if you can't handle me at my worst, you don't 

deserve me at my best"or whatever it is!!!my day will come and so will yours. I'm not perfect nor will 

i ever be,i will have good days and bad, I'm human! Today i will be busy, today i will be 

productive,today i will make you happy but tomorrow? Ha ha we'll see

A little Charlie Hunnam for you!!

Talking in Circles.....

Life is hard,life is cruel and sometimes life is fucked up.you think you have it all figured out 'till you

don't, 'till life says fuck you and kicks you right in the fuckin' face! I'm not saying my life is

bad,according to many my life is great BUT many don't walk a mile in my shoes...why is my life bad?

It's not,its perfect which is why life is fucked up! I have no reason to bitch and complain but i do,

fuck you life,i have no reason to Waller in self pity,but i do..fuck you life, i have no reason to self

medicate,but i do...fuck you life...i think you get the point... life is fucked up and i want it to be

different i want to love life, i want to enjoy everything this life has to offer, but i don't know how....

All i know with absolute certainty is i love my kids, more than life, more than the sun, the universe

and everything humanly possible.. I will live for them, i would die for them and i will figure this out for them.

Bullshit,bullshit and a little more bullshit

I have decided to write some random bullshit daily till i get in the habit of this...i will pretend there 

 are millions of readers out there,truly interested in what i have to say....:)

So today......well for starters the wasp that "tried" to get me yesterday, succeeded today...asshole!!!

surprisingly nothing happened it just left a red spot....that was fun:/

I'm slightly stuck in a rut...of emotions, not happy or sad just nothing...it's weird,i'm not sure how to 

get out of it or as you get older is that typical?I always thought my thirties would be fun, i was wrong....again!

well that's it, that's all i got

 

Blah,blah,blah

aww so obviously i never made it back yesterday...no surprise there! It is a Gorgeous day today in the

great state of Georgia, perfect amazing beautiful weather...to bad the pollen is also full force!! I Love

sunshine, it makes me want to get up and do something with my life....get up get dressed, put my 

face on, maybe do a little spring cleaning! Except its 4:12 and i did none of that....wasted the whole 

day away:(

The G5 are at least being little angels today, well to a certain degree...My day has been pretty 

boring, not really sure why I'm blogging about it, but i am so...i think i might get outside for a bit, 

maybe work on that coffee table the hubs built like 6 months ago!

You would think being the mother to 5 whom are home schooled would be a little more exciting and 

sometimes it is but here lately....nope just boring.Although i did get chased by a wasp today, that sucked...

Enjoy your day,Friends ;}

Gotta start somewhere....

My first blog, not really sure what to write about so i will tell you all about my day:)

First of all i have five kids(4boys 1girl), 4 dogs and 2 bearded dragons, that seems important to throw out there.

My kids are home schooled, well actually k12 so it's public school at home....and today they have decided to be overly loud,catty and hungry always hungry;) a fight just broke out ...maybe, possibly, probably not finish this in a bit